Back to the drawing board. It is an on-going process that is never ending. After so many years, getting back to what had started is so hard. Forever trying to improve or maybe change is such a drag. Still it is a task that has to be done. However long it must take. If only the magic fingers works.
Sometimes in life there aren't any choice. You can't choose to do the things you like or you can't enjoy what you do. Being trap in this drawing board that never ends. The challenge is to much to take. So, if this is the only option. Sticking till the end is the only way.