Anarchic Lady

I was going through my old diary and decided to pull this post out. I realised everything I post in my old diary was too painful to read. This seems to be the only happy memory I had then or rather something which I found logical in my sad life.

It is never boastful or conceded.

It is never rude or selfish.

It does not take offence and it is not resentful.

Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins but delights in truth.

My MIA is coming back soon. Congrats to us for the success. Australia we are here to stay.

I have decided to do a tip count everytime I work.
Tips: $85

Imgine a life with no friends or plenty of friends who aren't friends. I think I have just experienced the sadest case of being "Billy" with friends.

I can't deny that all girls are a bitch, this is more true when many of them are place together in one confine place. Blabber mouth!! Always gossiping about everyone else. But the biggest bitch is the one who orders everyone around, snatch your job and make you look bad. I thought politics only happen in offices.

Greed just take over the bitches. I am disgusted and offended by the inapporiate behaviour. Why on earth can someone live a life with no ethics. The worse I have heard is the one who sleeps with people for money even when they themself have a partner. This totally make me wanna put my tray down and storm right out of that dirty environment. Unimaginable! All the touching and sexual harrasment I consider them to be seems like nothing to these money hungry bitches.

What the HELL is wrong with them? Such a Bitch!

Q-tip speaking:
"I know my master's life is boring.. the weather seems to be the only thing she ever notice now. Has she even notice that I seem to be smaller and lighter now? Why the amount of food is getting lesser and lesser. I don't want to go on a diet, I admit I was a little over weigh before, but now she can lift me up with one hand.. Master can you please feed me more, I love the biscuts and promise I'll try not to finish them all in one time." Little Q-Tip.

This is crazy he thinks his the only one losing weight, always clinging on to me to feed him, pestering me day and night with that begging look to give him food. I happen to be losing weight too ok cat, why I can't I be the one to cling on to somebody and yell Where is my FOOD?

This has been a problem for quite some time, felt like I'm those sick kid who throws up after food or count the calories on their near empty plate. But I'm not sick, I don't throw up, I don't even try not to fill my plate with food. But everytime I just lose my appetite and have to force myself to stuff the whole plate into my mouth, and prevent myself from throwing up. So what happens is my body tells me, if it can't come up from above it would from below.. urgh!! So the tummy would rumble and there straight into the land of rubbish. Everyone I'm not on a DIET.

Q-Tip I'm trying to eat more too, and I have already feed you more, so please stop chasing me around biting me to get my attention. I will not feed you more more food, just be satisfy ok.

I guess this is what we get for living in a place with the weirdest weather on earth. I myself cannot believe my eyes. Daylight filled the plains yet in the distance I still cannot see that building once so clear to me. Looking out the glass door the idea of stepping out into this freezing weather is just a thought. But wait! I brave myself and took that big step of opening that door. Strange yet comforting. There is no wind, no chills just hot warm steam air touching my every skin. Goodness me I felt like I have just stepped into a steam room, the air was so thick and humid. Very soon I'm drench in my own sweat "crude". Standing there in silence, I tried to comprehend everything that was going on. Where had summer gone? Where is the sun that was suppose to fill the day instead? Never in so many years of living here have I ever come across a summer's day like this. In swift motion, I went to take note of this moment. There the best shoot I managed in this "Wild" weather. This went on for another day, it was rain in fog, again no wind no chills. Ofcos everything weird will never last long, 2 days later, the sky cleared up and it was summer once again, a cool summer weather at 23degrees. Ha! talking about not weird anymore. The clear sky on the right is what a clear summer's sky look like the only weird thing is the need to wear a sweater cause there was wind and chills. I think the price of living in Melbourne is the need to accept the ever changing weather. Like I always say "Never trust the weather man". Just as I'm speaking it is raining outside now. This is summer in weird Melbourne.