Is it just me? I feel that everytime I open my mouth to say something truthful, the worst would really happen. Even if it is just for example. I didn't really mean for it to happen but it just came true. Now I really don't know what to say anymore or even talk about.
I have been lablled the "bad mouth" I should learnt to shut up, even if it is the most truthful, cause everytime it comes from the bottom of my heart, it comes true. It is like I have been curse, the worst curse.
I have been lablled the "bad mouth" I should learnt to shut up, even if it is the most truthful, cause everytime it comes from the bottom of my heart, it comes true. It is like I have been curse, the worst curse.
still trying to make the difference
by
Unknown
- October 13, 2006
Love is love when love exists
Love is no longer love when it turns into a habit
The Taiwanese accent
by
Unknown
- October 08, 2006
I know I said once I hate that fake act cute chinese accent. Everytime I hear one, the urge to go up and bitch slap that woman is stronger than a double espresso. Just so happen, one of my best mate at work is a Taiwanese. Her accent is strong but not that action pac. This cute girl is really making a huge influence on me. Some how my chinese accent is sliding towards that way though I still cannot bring myself to act cute. Thanks alot. This form of "slang" I say has been proven to be highy effective, especially towards man of all ages. Well they all fall for it instantly. I guess it really shows how cheap a woman can get. While trying to maintain that air in me, I went low, I am disappointed in myself but I had to try it at least once to prove my flawless language. I was right, maybe thats why I am the queen of coins at work. I can't act cute, I can't attract any attention towards me, I just can't be that cheap.
Tips this week: $300 (the most I ever gotten because I pretended)
Tips this week: $300 (the most I ever gotten because I pretended)
| lost for words |
by
Unknown
- September 28, 2006
I do
not know what to blog anymore, though there are many many things going on in my life right now, the feeling of not being able to put them in place just fustrates me.
I guess it is the problem surfacing once again. I thought I would never have to face it again but I cannot hide. Perhaps I didn't care enough to think carefully about the actions needed. I look back and remember promising myself to never let it slide onto this path I once managed to climb pass.
Donnez-moi toute la force pour continuer.
Je pitié moi-même. Je priez pour me.
Je ne attends pas pour le demain.
Je souhaite sauter le temps et passez demain.
My most recent craze. I maybe a little late but this caught my attention.
*can you recoganise the characters
Lost, created by Jeffrey Lieber and J.J. Abrams & Damon Lindelof.
Filmed entirely on location in Hawaii, this abc production is about surviors of a place crash flight 815.
Not your everyday drama, the writer plays each character with detailed history and links to one another. The story of each plays an important role to their part on the island. It is believe that everyone has a purpose and they are to discover that on this island. I experience lots of high and low as I follow closely. + if I watch this you should too.
not know what to blog anymore, though there are many many things going on in my life right now, the feeling of not being able to put them in place just fustrates me.
I guess it is the problem surfacing once again. I thought I would never have to face it again but I cannot hide. Perhaps I didn't care enough to think carefully about the actions needed. I look back and remember promising myself to never let it slide onto this path I once managed to climb pass.
Donnez-moi toute la force pour continuer.
Je pitié moi-même. Je priez pour me.
Je ne attends pas pour le demain.
Je souhaite sauter le temps et passez demain.
My most recent craze. I maybe a little late but this caught my attention.
*can you recoganise the characters
Lost, created by Jeffrey Lieber and J.J. Abrams & Damon Lindelof.
Filmed entirely on location in Hawaii, this abc production is about surviors of a place crash flight 815.
Not your everyday drama, the writer plays each character with detailed history and links to one another. The story of each plays an important role to their part on the island. It is believe that everyone has a purpose and they are to discover that on this island. I experience lots of high and low as I follow closely. + if I watch this you should too.
Busy Working & Chilling under Moonlight Sonata
by
Unknown
- September 22, 2006
My love for classical has always been with me since donkey years ago, but with all the hip R&B, rock, Pop and Hard NRG music being the "in" thing now I have sort of lost that calm side of me.
~~In the mist of sourcing for "in" music recently, I found my love - Beethoven's Moonlight Sonata. Taking a moment to enjoy this 6min ballet had place all my worries far aside. One word - Peace.~~
2 days, 2 nights of hard work accompanied by Beethoven brought a spark to my rusty and cob web filled creativity.
Left: one of the 8 boards I design. Summer - inspired by summer flowers brought home from the VIP Salons at work.
My future Snowboard, my brand, my design.
When I get rich, you will see me ride this beautiful piece of art down the snow hills.
1/2 out of 5 school assignments done. Phew! just 4 1/2 more to be done in 6weeks.
Not looking forward to the deadline.
5 days and going with less than 18hrs of sleep in total, morning shifts are still a plus for me. GIVE ME MORE!!! Lucky me or unlucky me? I don't really know. For the rest of the roster I have 0700. This means getting up at 0530 every morning. The lack of sleep gets paid off with a less stressful day at work. Get paid but no tips since there would most probably be only 1 customer or none.
Pantry - cutting fruit, folding linen, cleaning all visible items, floor, dishes, coffee machine and stocking up.
Main floor - walking around doing nothing, helping the bartender with cutting of strawberries & lemons and standing around enjoying a cup of coffee.
I'm mostly placed in the pantry.
I voted: Mornings are still the best.
Tips: None
~~In the mist of sourcing for "in" music recently, I found my love - Beethoven's Moonlight Sonata. Taking a moment to enjoy this 6min ballet had place all my worries far aside. One word - Peace.~~
2 days, 2 nights of hard work accompanied by Beethoven brought a spark to my rusty and cob web filled creativity.
Left: one of the 8 boards I design. Summer - inspired by summer flowers brought home from the VIP Salons at work.
My future Snowboard, my brand, my design.
When I get rich, you will see me ride this beautiful piece of art down the snow hills.
1/2 out of 5 school assignments done. Phew! just 4 1/2 more to be done in 6weeks.
Not looking forward to the deadline.
BACK TO WORK (Mahogany)
5 days and going with less than 18hrs of sleep in total, morning shifts are still a plus for me. GIVE ME MORE!!! Lucky me or unlucky me? I don't really know. For the rest of the roster I have 0700. This means getting up at 0530 every morning. The lack of sleep gets paid off with a less stressful day at work. Get paid but no tips since there would most probably be only 1 customer or none.
Standard day at work in the morning:
Pantry - cutting fruit, folding linen, cleaning all visible items, floor, dishes, coffee machine and stocking up.
Main floor - walking around doing nothing, helping the bartender with cutting of strawberries & lemons and standing around enjoying a cup of coffee.
I'm mostly placed in the pantry.
I voted: Mornings are still the best.
Tips: None