The only reason why I didn't blog for so long is because there are way too many things happening at the same time and it is very hard to tell them all at once. Those especially close to me will know whats going on, for those who aren't bad luck.Recent events such as...
I am a designer if you think i'm qualified enough. I was suppose to be that inspiring, creative mind filled girl 5years ago but I guess I.T did destroy my brain cells quite a fair bit. Now at this very critical point of my life I decided to make a life changing decision...
Do not be alarm, this is a standard routine for me only this time it is a little more painful and a little longer. The mind is a really wonderful thing, and the body just does what it's told. This time I decided to live a little longer.What do you do when you...
Seriously there is nothing good going on in my life right now, my luck made a 360 degrees turn and I am still falling deeper into that dark hole. - if u got the heart pull me out of my misery."Big bad mouth" I guess you can never run away from a woman's...
It just hit me and I realised its 2 weeks to submission. Great!! I'm only half way there. The freaking animal farm took longer to create then expected. Even in my dream I can hear their voices. The freaking farm music which I decided to omit, amazingly manage to fit in after 5...
10 ways to help manage your anger:1. Remain slient2. Sulk in one corner3. Bash the pillow4. or Scream in the pillow5. Scream at someone6. Throw a fit7. Start swearing at anything8. Beat the cat*9. Beat the cat furiously*10. Do all of the above*if no cat is present, use something similarnote: any of the...
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Is it just me? I feel that everytime I open my mouth to say something truthful, the worst would really happen. Even if it is just for example. I didn't really mean for it to happen but it just came true. Now I really don't know what to say anymore or even talk...
Love is love when love existsLove is no longer love when it turns into a habit ...
I know I said once I hate that fake act cute chinese accent. Everytime I hear one, the urge to go up and bitch slap that woman is stronger than a double espresso. Just so happen, one of my best mate at work is a Taiwanese. Her accent is strong but not that...
I donot know what to blog anymore, though there are many many things going on in my life right now, the feeling of not being able to put them in place just fustrates me.I guess it is the problem surfacing once again. I thought I would never have to face it again but...
My love for classical has always been with me since donkey years ago, but with all the hip R&B, rock, Pop and Hard NRG music being the "in" thing now I have sort of lost that calm side of me.~~In the mist of sourcing for "in" music recently, I found my love -...
Long long ago during the age of sunrise, there was a Bear on its journey to enlightenment. On its way, it saw a red Apple sleeping on the tree top. The Bear could not resist the beauty of the Apple and decieded to keep the forbidden fruit. In delight of someone's liking, the...
There are times when I let myself get carried away throwing stuff around the house, allowing dishes to pile up, and let fur cover the dusty floor. But the breakthrough was I think I got my clock back.Amazingly I woke up at 10am, well ofcos for that interview, which probably didn't go too...
Back in business once again. I never fail to impress myself once more with sounds of cash about to flow in, that is if everything goes well.I have a job interview coming up this wed. Barista at KoKo Black - Lygon Street.The money eating government had decided it is time to take some...
After numerous times of peer-pressure I decided it is time to pick my lazy fingers up and start typing. Cowgum hope I did not disappoint you this time.I can't say that my life is exciting but it has'nt been quiet either. Where should I start?Lets start by saying that I am currently going...
all you can do now is wait.There is more to come. ...
2 days straight is wearing me down. I see the sunrise in the morning, people preparing for work and what is left for me to do is take a shower and go straight to bed. Another wasted day! It wasn't a really bad shift but friday night is one hell of a hectic...
This I can say is one of the most stressful thing to do. After viewing many many apartments, we finally narrow down to one in St. Kilda East. Who would have thought travelling high and low to end up locating a place so quiet and peaceful was all worth it. Our little quiet...
I can't help but think 'damn' so it is true. (compliments to test site grab from cowgum) I am half a nerd. Yippee! Being an IT Degree holder, Gaming online as and whenever I can, fixing network and computer at home if I need to, owning not just a PC but an Apple...
Bad stuff--------Sometimes it is really hard to put on a smiley face and act as though everything going on in your life is perfect. I have cried so hard even my eyes are gonna pop and no one would pity you. I thought I have seen it all but the worse came to...
I was going through my old diary and decided to pull this post out. I realised everything I post in my old diary was too painful to read. This seems to be the only happy memory I had then or rather something which I found logical in my sad life. Love is always...
Happy Valentine's Day to myselfI spend half of this day at home in bed and the next half at work with VVIPs. What the hell! Stingy rich people.No Flowers.Tip Jar: $245 and counting ++++ ...
Imgine a life with no friends or plenty of friends who aren't friends. I think I have just experienced the sadest case of being "Billy" with friends.In times of desperation can one see who true friends are.In times of desperation can one see how capable one can be.In times of desperation can one...
'sob' 'sob' 'sob' ...
I can't deny that all girls are a bitch, this is more true when many of them are place together in one confine place. Blabber mouth!! Always gossiping about everyone else. But the biggest bitch is the one who orders everyone around, snatch your job and make you look bad. I thought politics...
Q-tip speaking:"I know my master's life is boring.. the weather seems to be the only thing she ever notice now. Has she even notice that I seem to be smaller and lighter now? Why the amount of food is getting lesser and lesser. I don't want to go on a diet, I admit...
I guess this is what we get for living in a place with the weirdest weather on earth. I myself cannot believe my eyes. Daylight filled the plains yet in the distance I still cannot see that building once so clear to me. Looking out the glass door the idea of stepping out...
This summer just went overboard. To many it is down to the beaches and pool for that outrageous tan - in another word 'ROAST PIG' Imagine people piggies walking along beaches with not a brown tan but pinkish red tan. They lay there for hours to allow development of cancer cells, who would...
Sometimes heaven forbid the smooth sailing of a ship. There must always be plenty of obstruction. How unlucky when the circumstances have force one to redirect its route. Unlucky for me, I happen to be taking this ship sailing across unsettled sea.This year I presumed to be better then the last, how disappointing....
Nope the tiger is not an animal. It is a round plastic known as the tiger. Not the usual orange and black strips but black with orange strips. It is nickname after the tiger because of its colour. This is not its speciality, the unique feature of this plastic is its value. Some...
Once again sunshine lights up the room, the long journey towards the top is almost over. After suffering so much hardship, a breath of relieve can finally be sigh. A note for this moment should be taken. Yes!!Everyday, I mingle around with the upper class (some people would call them) others just brand...
